The day of my last post, a few hours later, our family faced a grave loss. It is not my place to write about all the details here, but suffice it to say, the month of November disappeared altogether slower than any other month and yet it was as fast as a blur.
I was thinking yesterday of all the meals I have turned to this month as simple favorites. Meals that I don't have to check back at the recipe because they are as familiar as the voice of an old friend. Well hello there, Chicken Noodle Soup, Roast with Wine and Rosemary, Turkey Chili, Apple Butter Hand Pies...
We have hung lights on the tree and are preparing for Canaan's first Christmas which is such a joy, but a part of my heart hurts and it probably will for a long long time. I am grateful for miracles and trusting like a wide eyed child that God will continue to carry our family like He has thus far, but still there are so many moments that echo with sadness.
Please accept my vague explanation and if you pray, please pray for joy to fill the empty places.
I do, however, despite all the tears, have a smile to share with you. Below are just a couple of our Christmas card outtakes. I hope you smile even half as much as I am right now. Man oh man, I love this family.
